well, i am finally going back to my hubby and the kitties.  to say it has been nightmareish here, is an understatement.  i am definitely at a low point right now.  i just feel so sad.  so small and sad.  i know i'm a great person and all that, but i just feel like the will to live has been sucked right out of me.  but have no fear, i'm hitting the road before all is lost.  i just have no idea what the hell happened down here.
i scheduled myself a 90 minute massage for tomorrow morning, so hopefully that'll lift my mood.  oh, and i got the job that i have been interviewing for and i start monday!  so that's good.  so, i MUST GET OUT OF THIS WICKED FUNK before then, lest i wither away.  and THANK GOD for jackarandabush.  without her, i would have surely died down here.  she is the most amazing friend a girl could ever hope for.  thank god i have friends like her, and you wonderful readers here.  without you guys, i don't know what would become of me!
now i better get on the road before the kitties decide i'm not coming home and change the locks on the doors!!!

and i was worried about that as well, oh wise one, but he was very supportive and kind when i got home. needless to say, i will not be going to la for a very, very, very long time.