so i almost quit work today. actually, i almost yelled "fuck you, mr. fp." and walked off, only i didn't say anything and just walked off. i am so sick and tired of that fucking place. i cried the whole way home and i never do that. i called c and said that i had had it. he was totally supportive of me. in fact, he even said it was okay for me to look for something else. something i would enjoy to do. something creative. i felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders when he said that. i'm not going to do anything just yet, but i am glad that c is on my side.
tomorrow, i won't swear so fucking much.
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You know our whole situation with looking to move and his work situation is most of the reason why we're trying to do it quickly. He'd been trying to stick it out so that he could just move from one job to another, without a gap in between. But, last Friday he had just HAD IT! He told his boss he couldn't take it anymore, and he was leaving. His boss asked him to stick around for a month or more so they could try to fill some holes first. B agreed, and THEN, on Sat morning, he called his boss, and said forget about it, i'm gone after Friday (which is tomorrow).
I have to say that I had really been pushing him to stick it out BEFORE last weekend when i could tell on his face and in his demeanor that he needs out, NOW. And I feel totally different about it now. The money is SO not important compared to him. He's bummed about being unemployed, but I have NO doubts he'll find another job.
SO, I've learned something through all this...there are times when it's better to just get out, and worry about the next job later on...it will come...but at least B is still sane and hasn't gone postal!